The Crying Game.
I haven’t done a crying game post in a while. And I’m not really doing one now. I thought i’d just say how the idea came up -for anyone wondering – I started doing it because I felt like for people who really know me it would be hilarious. The hubs laughs at the things I cry about all of the time. He will be in ‘the study’ on the computer and hear me sniffling in the living room.
I cry very very easily. Not like omg that person looked at me sideways type of cry. But like omg I’m listening to this beautiful John Lennon song and thinking about how he was killed and it’s sad because such a beautiful person died so suddenly and in such a violent manner and what it must of been like to have been alive at that time and hear the news of his death….
Its usually like…I’m having some deep thoughts about something small and silly that someone like say, my husband, doesnt think about at all. I have noticed this difference between he and I over the years. He constantly hears from me thoughts that begin with “Do you ever wonder…” or ‘Do you ever think about…”and then at the end of it all his answer is always “no I do not.” As Deano the psychic told me in New Orleans this past January, we are just fundamentally different.
But when people hear this about me (that know me) they would never ever ever suspect that. Let’s just say most people wouldn’t describe me with words like ‘sweet’ or ‘sensitve’. And I’m not sweet.
So when I am watching someone sing on The Voice and you see me trying not to cry or when I am just talking about watching Six Feet Under and my eyes tear up – don’t mind me. I’m just weird and having deep thoughts.
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